It's been a crazy month to say the least. I have been REALLY aware of Scleroderma this month that's for sure! Last week I had my vacay at the hospital. We were going in to check out my leg and I ended up getting tested for all kinds of stuff. After tons of blood work and an endoscopy, it turns out I had some sort of fungal infection in my esophagus. Yay me! :P It was not my best weekend ever but I'm glad we finally got down to the bottom of why I keep getting sick and nauseous. I am so grateful for my prayer warriors! I know God heard yall because despite the trials I dealt with while I was in the ICU, the doctors and nurses were amazing! Out of all of my stays at different hospitals, Christus Santa Rosa has been by far the best! Of course my dream team stepped in to fill in the gap! They stayed all night just about every night I was there. I know I said I lost faith in my doctors but those that treated me at the hospital really tried their best to help me get better. Unfortunately though this means more meds but at least some are temporary and I do feel like they're getting the job done.
I don't know what else Scleroderma is coming at me with but I know God has my back all the way. He always sends me hope when I think I can't hang on any longer. Everyday is an uphill battle. I've been trying my best to keep pushing and fighting. Then a good friend who came to visit me reminded me of what I really should be doing and that's leaving it all on the cross. When I rest in JESUS I have all that I need and I know I will survive anything that comes my way! Instead of trying to make the world aware of Scleroderma, I'm gonna make Scleroderma aware of Who my Father is! :P
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