Had a good day today. My sweet Pwince took me to San Antonio so we could get our hair dids together! :D Trying to get moving this morning was like climbing out of quicksand. I thank God for my husband because he tries his best to make me happy. I hate that I sometimes take my frustrations out on him but he's one of two people (the other being my momma) that I spend the most time with. They see me at my worst and my best. Still my husband is so patient with me and I cannot deny his love for me. He shows it in so many ways. I love that his prayer is always that we love like JESUS. If it wasn't for my husband, I don't think there would be a better way of knowing God's love for me. I really do feel like our marriage is a metaphor of how God loves and not just because the Bible says so. I love it when I notice the connections! I wish I could always keep that in mind when I'm tempted to sulk into one of my pain pity parties. I know it all starts with my mindset and I am so blessed to have a husband who cares about me enough to encourage and motivate me. Since I can't seem to fight this for myself then I'll do it for him because he deserves it. I started to pray that God would give him a good woman if I were to "go home" but I'm not anymore. Instead I'm going to pray that I will be a good wife to my husband and that means me getting better.
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