Hold on to Hope!

I have a Youversion widget on my phone's home screen and always accidentally open my Bible study plan I have set to it. The plan was about knowing whose we are in JESUS and what we have because of Him. We are God's heirs just like JESUS, so we have and get everything JESUS does.

I felt led by His Spirit to read the whole chapter (Romans 8). It is a very good one to read if you are worried about your economic situation/future with all that is going on. JESUS suffered/died on the cross but He was raised back to life! He is sitting on the throne in Heaven, waiting for us to join Him. That is the HOPE WE MUST HOLD ON TO! Even though JESUS went through all that He did He is still good and we have/receive everything too. So yes, we are suffering (some more than others) BUT God STILL LOVES US! He knows what we need and He is always faithful to provide! 🤗😍💯 

I know now that I need to keep writing! So I need to get my blog back up! I pray that our Heavenly Father will keep on inspiring my writing and that it will give hope to anyone reading! ❤ Please share my blog to your pages to spread hope! 

When the pipes burst

You know when all the little out of control things that alone are passable but as each one starts piling up, it builds this blockage that all of a sudden bursts. Usually it would cause me to explode and damage those around me. Adulting is hard yall! Yet God is showing me that I have to start being more decisive in my actions and thought processes. When something runs the same pattern over and over, it wears out its surroundings. It chisels and makes almost permanent stuff that most likely really shouldn't be. I see now that renewing your mind and seeking to have the mindset of JESUS is the only way that has worked best so far. I have tried my way, which was really the world's way because I was trying so hard just to fit  somewhere in it. When I did that, utter chaos and pipes bursting errwhere! I just felt like I could never function properly with other people and I cared so much more than I acted like I did about it. The selfish things I would do would consequently cause the most pain. Looking back, my self hate has tried so many times to consume me. Then I suspect it manifested into a strange illness that has plagued me for long enough. I lost so much but learned plenty. Now I force myself to stop and remember all that I lost so that I can be content with all that I have. So when the Jeep ac dies, the drama is dramatic, the house is showing our lack of love and commitment, I remember I had more when I thought I had lost. I am blessed with a man with a heart for JESUS, a wonderful home and the strength to still make the most out of the situation we're in.

The LORD is my Shepherd I lack nothing.
JEHOVA JIREH

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