The journey of my life has brought me here. I have tried everything else and at a speedy pace but none of it filled my emptiness. I know now what I must do as much as I denied it, avoided it, and feared it. The road ahead will be even more difficult than I ever thought it could be. Only this time the difficulties will no longer be of my own doing but it will be worth it all. I know this because I have seen by my own personal observations what this change has already brought upon me. I am tired of worrying, being angry, feeling hopeless and most of all hating myself. I will learn from my past mistakes to mold myself into a better person. Someone who will be content, happy, optimistic and finally have my self esteem/worth restored. I will always be a work in progress with so much relentless opposition against me. Still no matter what blocks my path, makes me falter or even fail, I must move forward and progress! I finally found the stronghold to protect me and a sanctuary to give my mind the peace it needs to make the right decisions in life. The proof is in my heart and it is finally healed. This is my journey and I share it with anyone who wants to listen.
I am weak and I pray for strength
I am proud and I pray to be humble
I am me and I pray to be more like You
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow...Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
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